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If I Were Smarter, I’d Be More Afraid
by lois roma-deeley
Perhaps it’s too early in the morning
or maybe it’s still very late at night?
Suddenly words fly out my mouth
like startled birds scattering before a hard rain. 
Call them back 
says the winter storm. And I know I should
rescue those fleeting thoughts, 
care for these lost and hungry pilgrims 
shivering in the wind. 
If I were smarter, I’d be more afraid because
outside ghosts dance
in a circle of crackling white light. 
They feel their way 
into living bodies, settling at last
deep inside their bones. 
Suddenly the sky splits open. Trees explode.
But then I remember
on the rooftop of this house, a lightning rod holds fast;
the copper wire reaches up, 
even as it runs down 
straight through the heart 
and into the storm soaked ground.